I feel so divorced from the world. I’ve lost touch with the world.

Do you know that song by Mahler? "I’ve Lost Track of the World?" It’s one of the most beautiful, saddest songs ever written. I can almost hear it now.

movie scene: Taylor Mead in Coffee and Cigarettes (Jim Jarmusch)

Že dva tedna sem totalno mentalno odsotna. Mogoče več, ker kadar si odsoten težje šteješ dneve. Seveda, ker dopust to dopušča. Nič ne govorim in imam prazno glavo, čista praznina in spanje. To se super sliši imet prazno glavo, ampak tokrat ni tiste vrste notranji mir, bolj meji na nemir, ker nekaj manjka, samo nevem kaj. In zdaj, ko sem nazaj z dopusta še bolj manjka, ker se moraš ponovno ukvarjat s svetom in bi raje nazaj tisto odsotno praznino. In ogenj in gozd in bose noge. Okej, imam še vikend in kolo. In drevesa so tudi povsod.

A veš: Do Whatever You Want, Don't Do Whatever You Don't Want!

Vem: So simple, not so simple 

Zdajle nebi poslušala Mahlerja ampak tole, pa ne najdem videa:
AMT: Maquiladora / So far away  

...Your so far away, she said, without any words
There's no point in breathing, she said, without feeling hurt ...